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Like knives in my heart.

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Knives In My Heart-


"Kota, He's gone.. He's left you here for two months! Give up on him. He isn't coming back." Cassy's voice replayed in her head, over and over again. Fighting with the  sound of Jasen's own words. "One day... One day I'll marry you. I promise you this." She remembered the very words she heard him speak on the phone exactly 6 weeks and 3 days ago. "I love you Kota." 
Her hands clenched the pillow, drenched in cold dead tears. Maybe they're right. He's not coming back. He doesn't care. 
She shoved the pillow aside, and rolled off my bed, my arms shaking as they wobbled against her side. Her eye sight was faded and fuzzy.
She wanted Jasen so bad.. To be wrapped in his arms again...
She found herself staring at my window seconds later, her eyes glancing at the newly made cracks in my window as she watched small rocks hitting against the glass. In curiosity she edged toward the window. Her fingers barely could lift the window open, but she barely managed. A small smile formed as she realized who it was.
"Chase. . ." She mumbled. she felt dead seconds ago, now she felt warm and forgetfull. Forgetfull of Jasen.
"Hey Kotabear." His smile managed to reach to Hers. She remembered climbing out my window, and driving with him to a small ice cream shop outside of town. She had made him promise months before, to buy her a ice cream.
She remembered Wrapping his hand in hers, their faces so close together. God... she wanted to kiss him, she wanted to call him hers again.
But She new deep inside, that she loved Jasen more. And she couldn't give him up... But he had given her up, hadn't he?
She didn't kiss him.
He kissed her, instead. She should have pulled away then. But the moment her lips touched Chase's...
She never wanted to leave his embrace. But later, she felt too guilty, and thought of how Jasen used to hold her, kiss her...
She pulled away, running. Tears streaming my face. 
How can she love two boys at once?

"This was going to kill me.
Like Knives in my heart." 
I started listening to Trying not to love you by Nickleback, and I wrote this.
It's based on something personal. But I am no wheres Explaining how.

Its very short, but thats how i used to vent. was in a small paragraph story.
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